things will never be the same

by Calista Dirdja

I’ve known since that day
things will never be the same
no matter how we were;
no matter how I try to make us okay,
things will not stay the same.

Everything now seems like a sham
as in the solemn of the night sky,
we cry.

My heart is exhausted,
I don’t want to pretend.
Thus, hereby I rightfully convey:
by now our old story ends. 

For here I cognize,
things will never ever be the same.